So she hides away best she can.....

I'm going to stop drinking, this time im determined, it's really not doing me any favours at the moment and I'm just starting to feel worse and worse.

Why are things so complicated?

shes struggling.
she wants to give up.

Insomnia

She feels like it's never going to end, 

This feeling of tiredness, a running trend,

Laying awake at night when there's not a sound,

When there's nobody, not even a sould around.

It's driving her mad day by day,

She doesn't know how much longer she can spend this way,

It's sending her back to the way she was,

Sending her back.....to the girl that she lost.

The Start

So, you stumbled across the writing of a girl.

She's not a very interesting girl.

She doesn't have a lot to say.

She won't interest you.

She doesn't really want you here.

But here you are.

She's just an average girl.

She struggles with life.

She has moments where she wants to give up.

But she won't give up the fight.

She wants people to know her, who she really is.

But if people knew that, they wouldn't hang around.

She's scared of her self. 

She's scared of other people.

She hurts inside, but she smiles.

She knows it's a wide world out there.

A world she can't see.

She knows she's in trouble.

And that girl is me...